Today.

I didn’t think I had anything left to say prior to my boobectimy tonight but you will hardly believe what I am about to tell you….

I’m. Not. Hungry!

Are you kidding me? I am never not hungry. I don’t even feel like a cup of coffee and time is running out!

I am almost certain you can hear the panic in my tone and you would be right to hear it. There are only ten minutes left before shut off time. Before no more food can pass my lips. I have forced down some toast and if anyone here knows what gluten free toast is like, you have to force it down at the best of times so imagine trying to do it when you aren’t hungry?! Why today of all days am I not hungry?

Yeah yeah, probably nerves and stuff but I am a great eater. You just need to look at the size of me to know how much I love food so for me to not be hungry and running out of time, I am in a state of panic and confusion.

As there is little time left, I shall leave and head to the kitchen. I will make this coffee, I will find one more tidbit to eat and then I’ll do all I can to not think about food until who knows when….

Well, that’s it for me, see you on the ‘lop side’.